How did I get the Vision?

After I became a Christian I have moved to Leipzig to study Game Programming. Even that I know that there is a danger in video games, I was still interested in the creative an technical part in the creation of games. But while i was studying I more and more realized that the industry is trying to make you addicted on purpose. I mean they are earning money with it. After some semesters I have asked Jesus whether I should stop studying this, but I always had a feeling like Jesus wants me to go on studying all of this. I was sure, that I will understand the reason some day.
At the beginning of 2024 I have asked god about my calling. I actually was a youth leader at this time and I was doing a lot of things for gods kingdom, but it always felt like that I am just looking for others needs and completely ignored my own interests. So I was asking god: "When is something happening about me. Everything I do is always about other people." Later in that year, some things were happening. I actually left my church for some reasons and moved to Halle to help some good friends in founding a new church there. But it was just nice. The church there is growing and everything looked fine. But my heart was not burning for it. And I actually also was dating a woman at this time and it absolutely didn't worked. I did not knew what I want in life and what my dreams are and what my vision is. It felt like I don't have an identity. And I am so thankful for this dating experience because I did not saw that I have to work on this areas in life. I thought I have found my identity in christ and that is great, but I did not knew about my Identity as a man on this earth.
So I was thinking about it: "What is my dream in life?" And everything startet with: "I wan't to buy a broken house to renovate it". And later I got more thoughts like: "Some other people will also live there". I also realized that so many people are struggling with media and pornography addictions. At this point I got more and more the vision about this ministry and I since then I was thinking and praying about the details and the vision is growing in my mind. I believe god is calling me to do this and I believe he is preparing everything for this. He is preparing me, a team, a location and everything else we need.